Archive for ‘Dreams’

November 1, 2010

I wish

I wish I didn’t have so much work due at the same time.
I wish I didn’t spend half of my time procrastinating.
I wish I could stop thinking about food all the time.
I wish I actually really cared as little as I claim to.
I wish I made the right decision.
I wish I didn’t talk so much.
I wish that wishing lantern hadn’t gone into flames.
I wish to stop wishing.

Yeah. I wish.

October 12, 2010

another change of plans

So maybe I’d like to try falling in love for a change.

August 16, 2010

well hello there

June 9, 2010

let it snow

, originally uploaded by joran van der sloot///.

if it only were this colorful.
I really am truly amazed by the crowd the tag nudity draws. Who would’ve known? I bet some were pretty disappointed, and perhaps even majorly put off by my naked ears…

May 14, 2010

pretty tough

When I was a kid I wanted to be a tough prima ballerina.

That was a lie. But I do now!


May 13, 2010

dreaming of modelland

I will be going to bed tonight and have a hard time falling asleep. Not just because I’m super excited, but I will also be thinking long and hard about whether this is for real.

Modelland. Seriously?

Image from

Clearly it’s not enough to be a supermodel/talk show host/actress/reality TV star/executive producer…

May 12, 2010


sleepy time.

Devon Aoki in Alexander Wang for Vogue Nippon

April 20, 2010

moi, je joue

colorful cupcakes, romantic dress, granny-bike and a handful of helium balloons.
Now that’s how you roll.

Marina Linchuk by Tim Walker 09/08

Sans tricher, je vous le promets
J’ai gagné, tant pis c’est bien fait
Vous êtes mon jouet
A présent, ce ne sera plus vous mais toi
Et tu feras ca t’apprendra

N’importe quoi pour moi

bonne nuit (:

April 15, 2010

dear secret

Fell asleep on the couch. Ugh. Shower next.

Dear Secret,

I had a dream about you whilst lying on the couch letting my eyes rest for a little (just about 5-6h). We were somewhere having dinner at a fancy restaurant. I know it was fancy, because we had like a million knives and forks and so much elbow space that even ItsKingsleyBitch would jump of joy. Anyway, so you were with Mr HK. You know. Art student, majorly cool nerd glasses, chilled out attitude and crazy but inspiring fashion. And he was rambling on and on and on about your BEAUTIFUL EYES. Haha. I on the other hand was sitting next to some good old loser who kept wanting to grope me. Needless to say, I was incredibly jealous and I actually found myself hating you. And you, you awfully nice friend you, suggested we’d switch partners! So I hated you even more, even though I actually went with it. However, it was all apparently part of your master plan, because you made my former partner realize how much he loved me and you made him all caring, then you gave him back…

What kind of a sick, twisted, horribly good-willed person are you, REALLY?

I honestly have no idea what or who gives me these ideas for dreams. I guess this is kind of my subconscious way of letting me know that I might just miss you a little (:

April 7, 2010

Taking a break from walking on sunshine

There comes a time when you have to be strong enough to tell yourself to get off your purple cloud and start actually thinking about what is going on. Not feeling it, but really thinking. I think now is that time.

Pay tuition                    Buy summer outfits                    Get a job to save money                   Arrange travels                   Meet with CSN          Go to the gym              Arrange a going away party                     Celebrate                 Don’t fall in love                   Apply for hall accommodation              Prepare camera for wedding                Remind mami everyday that you love her            Cuddle dog more often                 Meet with good friends                  Visit your sisters             Party like a rockstar

There. Now if you’ll excuse me, I’ll just be going back to my cloud. Ta!