There is work to be done. Notes to study, articles to read, thoughts to organize, concepts to memorize, projects to cough up.
There is a future to look out for. Creativity to find, applications to write, summers to plan, experience to acquire.
Individually. On your own.
You need a fresh start. A new hobby. Focus. Repair this regression in your process of emancipation. I know you could use somebody, but you’re on your own. That’s what indepence is all about. Pull yourself together. Stop procrastinating, find your will, prioritize. Stop dreaming, stop feeling, start thinking. Think before your act – that should be your hobby, buddha knows you could use it.
Besides, love isn’t a real hobby anyway.